Everyone keeps telling me that they’re praying your with someone new or insinuating you are dating already

It makes me want to knock everything over. They think this is supposed to make me feel better??? Like it wouldn’t crush me more to know that 2.5 years meant nothing to you. I get that they just don’t want us back together cause they think you were not a good partner to me but why would they think this would be a better option. Or do they know something I don’t? We live in such a small town with so many friends in common that they could know that. It’s driving me absolutely insane. I have half a mind to ask our mutual friend but my pride won’t let me. I know that would expedite my healing process cause that would tell me that there is no hope for us. The final nail in the coffin of our love. But GOD I don’t know if I could even handle that. I’ve been crying so much. Feeling so much regret over the words I used to end it. I know today’s going to be a tough day for you , my love. I hope everyone who is having a tough Mother’s Day is with their loved ones being held tight. I wish I could be holding you. Kissing you. Waking up to you. I wish we could take a time out. For more cuddles, sleep, kisses, love. My heart feels torn from my chest. I miss you so much.