I Don't Even Know What Alcohol Does Anymore

I couldn't even tell you how I feel after 2 beers, if, anything at all? I don't feel any different, except an unease about making sure I have access to more. I don't even know what difference it makes to me, except for that. The last time I got drunk, I had about 6 cans and...I just felt worse than before, not better, as if I had purposely decided to make myself feel worse.

What a waste of time. Fuck this shit. I'm out.