Been about 4 months

I’m hanging in there. Trying to distract myself and whatnot Went to the gym today and had to leave early I was reflecting and getting really sad and depressed 😅idk But it’s definitely hard, it ain’t easy. And what makes it worse is I see the girl every week, it’s not as clean a break as I’d want it to be (we attend the same church) . But I’m trying😩😔