I want to move away bc I can’t handle this anymore ?¿

Basically I found out 3 days ago from my 6 years older boyfriend (now officially ex since this morning) that he made fun of me at a party he was at while we were not „talking“ and he gossiped to his friends about my insecurities and our sx life and what i like to do to him Tf? (The friends he used to hide me from bc he was jealous) And apparently they all found it very funny. That’s not the part I gaf about tbh he basically, told me in my face that he made fun of me causally at a party for no reason at all.. about my past trauma and sxual abuse and how I ended in the hospital, police etc.. And I just asked him „why would you do that or say it to someone else“ just to see his reaction what he will say…. He said „i just find it funny how you think I’m the problem when you need therapy“… and then I was like „why are you trying to talk to me again then? And let me know you did that with ur friends?“ he said „I mean we could still meet up always, but you play hard to get..“

That’s it, just wanted to say is this supposed to be Normal should I be scared ?? Yes he is blocked and I told him to delete everything… our and my pics (i don’t think he did tho.. whatever)