is this a sign?

yk that feeling when u ask God for a sign? not everyone believes it but i do. ive been asking God for a sign that if i dont see him throughout the day, its a sign to move on from him. surprisingly, ive been seeing him even when i wasnt even looking for him 😭 AND THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR DAYS. tbh, i do look for him everywhere and walk past their classroom and hallway during dismissal and hope to see him, even with just a glance—but i dont wanna make it seem like i was looking for him so i try so hard to look for him quickly while im walking 💔 (i didnt see him) and he actually goes home right after dismissal so i dont get my hopes high whenever were dismissed few minutes late. but right when i was waiting for my friend on the alfresco, i always bump into him !!! he waves me goodbye and sometimes gives me flying kisses (he knows i like him but hes gay 😊) ps. this happens everyday right after i asked God for a sign. i thought it was just a coincidence so i asked him that if this keeps going on—its a sign!

*this has always worked on me. i do this with my past crushes but with different signs.(i keep changing and twisting the scenaro just so it could go my way and fool myself) literally just realized this when i finally stopped liking them. (sorry God for not believing those signs immediately when youre trying to save me from a broken heart 😇🙏)

so im asking if this is a sign or i am just assuming 🙂‍↕️