First Day

I’ve finally admitted to myself that I’ll never be able to casually drink. Sobriety is the only option for me. I’ve been hiding my drinking from my wife and lying to her. She’s caught me several times before, but hopefully never again. I’m looking forward to the next time she asks me if I’ve been drinking and I get to be honest when I say no. I’m tired of the same rinse and repeat, just doing the same thing over and over. Seeing so much support throughout this community gives me a lot of hope and confidence. Thanks to all of you for being honest and vulnerable. I’m happy to finally be here with you.