Used her dildo, feel bi now

32 m married to a beautiful blonde and we have an amazing sex life. She use to play with my ass all the time but recently she hasn’t so while she was out with some friends I borrowed her dildo after having a few beers. I laid in bed put it into my mouth to get it nice and wet then slide it into my ass and wow was it amazing. After 10 minutes I was hard and cummed all over myself. The problem is now I can’t stop thinking about what a real thing would feel like