Infused joints, and my final straw.

Hi all, Ive been a smoker since my early years, and I recently turned 30 in march.

Ive been battling with this addiction and planning to quit for actual years. I tried to quit once last year but work stress had me coming back. Ive been reading all your posts here for months now, and along with encouragement from my boyfriend I've felt more confident about quitting.

I roll spliffs, the head rush and resulting body/head rush is unparalleled. It's the toughest thing I've ever tried to quit. Alcohol, vapes, and edibles paled in comparison in terms of quitting. I havent had any of those for close to two weeks easy. I've been dialing back for a little while but today i hit my final straw and plan to go cold turkey. I recently got "infused" joints because it was the only thing my dispensary had. As I unrolled the joint to mix it with tobacco, these little chunks of what looked like rock salt tumbled out. I was kind of shocked, and definitely grossed out. Those things looked HARSH to smoke. I didn't want to encounter one in my daily joint. It would absolutely wreck me. So i started picking out the big chunks, aware that there were plenty of tiny ones I couldn't avoid.

Well today, all those tiny bits caught up with my spliff. I used to smoke FIRST thing in the morning, before my coffee, before anything else. Best quality high. I haven't been doing that lately, and my tolerance is lower overall, but today I decided to indulge because my work load is lighter. Big mistake. Those tiny bits and extra dust had added up, and I couldn't actually finish the spliff I was smoking. It's crazy intense, my heart is pounding and my throat hurts, it's awful. Im going to push through work but this is my absolute final straw.

Wish me luck 🍀 🚭