My roommates disappeared on me and took everything I had

I came home today and found the place I was staying in empty and the real owner is standing there asking "who I was" and I told him " I am a tenant I live there" he said that my roommate and him agreed that today was the day my roommate to vacate so that the owners family can move in. I didn't even know about this and my roommates told me that there business owner is having an issue with their pay and that if I can pay this months rent they will pay me back once they receive there pay. I'm an idiot but I trusted these guys like my brother. I was having a tough time finding a place to live because I suffer from alopecia everywhere I went to look for a place people were blunt and aaked if I did drugs. The owner was nice I asked if I can stay but he said no but he can drop me off at a motel and hes sorry. to be honest Im not even angry I don't have the energy to be angry. I'm just so exhausted. I just wonder hoping that my next life would be better lol