What happened to me..

I’m such a fucking idiot. A pathetic piece of shit. I hurt the only person that matters to me. The one person I love, the only person I care about I hurt so damn badly. I didn’t even realize what I was doing and now she’s gone. I was being a baby while not treating her the way I should have. I fuck everything up. The greatest, most important thing to ever happen to me.. there’s no excuse, no apologies can fix this and now I have to live with it. All because I was being a baby and thinking about myself.