I want srs but Reddit stories scare me :/

MTF (24) started hrt a little more than 3 years ago and I really want srs. I get extreme dysphoria about it all and I just want to get it done sooner rather than later. The only thing that really has been deterring me is reading all the stories on reddit of bad experiences. Everytime I try to learn more about a doctor they seem to have a handful of negative experiences from trans people on reddit and that makes me nervous.