26f I fail at using a dildo every time

I have always been a clit stimulation girly and I really only crave penetration when I’m having actual sex with another person. I do have this dildo, she’s so cute. She’s silicone with confetti pieces in it, about 7-7.5 inches, and wider at the top. It never fits in my tight pussy unless I’m soaking wet.

Any time I think about using the dildo to fuck myself, I start by rubbing the head up and down my slit, stopping a few times to circle my clit. It gets me SOOO wet for some reason, idk why, and my pussy gets so nice and slippery. But then I stop rubbing my slit and just rub the head in circles on my clit and it’s so smooth and slippery and soft and mmmmm it just feels so good. I try to edge for awhile but always end up cumming from it. I love watching porn while doing this and it’s become my favorite way of cumming, even more than using my vibrator. The dildo never even makes it inside my pussy!