Everything eventually changed my minds eye and opened my chest to the thrill of it all

My health is well, so baby it's time to ride! I look like a fucking peach, let's fucking wreck this shit before I can't anymore 

Beers and cheers, let's dance like gypsies fantasizing about them fucking "what ifs" and weirdos, those midnight recesses

My numbers are biblical and I can't help how much they wanna sing by my side, I hid, I ducked, I swayed left, when they turned right and I went roundabout, I accepted being a nobody from nowhere special 

Don't tell me what you believe to be true when my experience is outside of your reality, you can't, we be chastising one another or, rather, you choose to and I flits about like a chaotic neutral character you cannot peg, am I heavenly? Or an i sociopathic maniac who doesn't give a FUCK? Giggling, you're a fool

Throw out some shade and I eat that bullwinkle up like I'm your dog, BUT you don't understand that I'm twisting and turning my reality instantaneously within a millapede of a god dammit second because I own him and it all... ypu don't know better than me, i test and poke to see you spit judgement like an ignorant pig, you've done and crossed my line in the sand, that I created 7 billion years ago so I just protest, imma great actor, daddy taught me well, he thought my face could make me money but I knew better than that. Fuck them men. I be independent

Silly, imma coming home wondering why them red clays strayed and you're full of piss and vinegar... did you eat them fries? I do eat angels for Thanksgiving and well, Imma in my divine right because of ancestry 

Hope you're keeping up and keeping on because even if it's only for her, my king of a son whispered wisdom just over a year ago today... he'll finish first because I taught him to focus and understand what he's walking with

"You have nothing. Go, find yourself, you need to be free of that control... you need to live, run!"

Goodbye old life.

Imma selfish like he told me to be, kicked out the rubbish, kept my bests, teenagers may not be fully developed mentally, but they can offer unique perspectives that holds so much truth. 

Mote it be, I be grateful for Mark Twain, I've finally become Huckleberry and I'll never put my shoes back on... Huck toey 🤣🤪😝



Did you know that what you surround yourself with will mold you into your new self? I didn't want to be depressed anymore so I changed my lifestyle. Now... now I'm experimenting with experiencing everything at once. Something i hadn't understood without purpose.