Want to see it IRL

48 yr old Caucasian male. Average build, 5’10” and 180lbs. Find myself single after like 23 yrs in LTR. Never seen or felt a really big dick on anyone and I am stupidly curious about wanting to just be able to play with one to see what the hype is all about. Also to get the scoop on what it is like day in and day out to walk around with a massive cock. Not lookin to pay for this…and only want to give a blow job or maybe top someone if they want.
I also want to do a little age play…been with someone my age for so long I want to reminisce. So 21-35 yrs, nice physique with a dick that is greater than 9”…if you want to have it worshiped for a while and make someone’s fantasies a reality..hit me up. Race is unimportant…hygiene is very important. Just putting this out there to see if it is even possible to find. Thanks for reading the post.