Brutal, soul crushing, bone breaking, and skull smashing songs/albums about going through the pain of past abusive relationships? Then coming out on top stronger and better than ever?

Pretty much what the title says. Looking for the most sickening (in a good way), blood curdling, joint twisting, and eargasming songs and/or albums with themes surrounding going through the pain of being in a past abusive relationship and then coming out of it as a better version of yourself. I really need to experience some musical catharsis in the form for brutal deathcore. Thanks in advance!