does anyone have any idea what to expect going to detox for 7oh?

im currently hovering at around 700mg a day and have been for a few months now. from the second that i wake up to the second i go to bed, im popping these things into my mouth. ive tried getting off before, with medicine that i was prescribed that did not work and just made me feel ill and cutting down, which just made me feel like i was in mild withdrawal but for 10x longer. plain leaf doesnt do a thing to me, and the pain and anguish from even trying to take less is completely unbearable

im at the point where i feel like if i have to be in this cycle for one more day i will end my life. i want this to be over. i want to feel better but its so damn scary. all of the posts i see on here seem to be like "getting off a 30mg a day habit and cant do it" and it just makes me feel so much more hopeless considering the amount im at.

sorry if this is super incohesive, im very scrambled and even typing this out is taking all the effort i have.