Is it normal to feel like you need to be fixed?

I've been feeling awful lately, I'm so scared of what people think of me, or what they think when they see me. I've been making plans to fix myself, buy Lazer hair removers, eyebrow kits, and new clothes when I get the money. I've been scrubbing and exfoliating my skin lately too. I just want to feel presentable, but I wonder if it will ever actually be enough or if I'll just always feel chopped and awful. My biggest insecurities are the ones I can't actually fix without surgery, Like how crooked my face Is. My nose and eye are uneven and it makes me look stupid in pictures. I don't think it's normal to feel this way.