I miss him terribly today.

Came back from my law school exams, it has been 5 days since he dumped me. I miss him so fucking much. I want to do our cute after exam rituals, I want him to cook for me and make me eat his delicious food. I want to hug him, hold him tight and never let him go. We stayed together for 3 years. It breaks my heart to not see him everything, like a part of me is missing. I love him so fucking much. Thought he was my soulmate, we were meant to be and we’d finally marry. Hope he comes back though.

P.S. Why am I crying writing this post?