Hi, I’m 13 and I wrote this song during a difficult time in my life. The piano part and lyrics are both mine — this is just a raw demo, but I wanted to share it anyway. The song talks about mental struggles, feeling invisible, and how music helps me survive. I’m not a professional, just someone who’s trying to express what I feel inside. Feedback is welcome. Thank you for listening. [Intro] Sometimes I seem perfect, I play at being an actor — but no one knows about the dramas inside me, and I try not to fall.

[Verse 1] I’ve lost control of my mind. At night I fight with my thoughts, like it’s a boxing match — and in the end, my thoughts win, the ones that say “I’m not enough.”

[Chorus] My mind is slowly collapsing, and no one notices. I only write to forget the voices in my head that only lead me wrong.

[Verse 2] I wake up in the middle of the night, thinking maybe I don’t deserve to live another day. I stare into nothing, and all I see inside me is emptiness.

[Chorus] My mind is slowly collapsing, and no one notices. I only write to forget the voices in my head that only lead me wrong.

[Verse 3] I don’t want to touch the end like the last time. No one helped me, no one ever understood me — except the music. When nothing was going right, I put on my headphones and imagined a better world than the one I lived in.

[Outro] The night becomes a nightmare, and I try to survive it — even if sometimes I come out destroyed.

my mind is collapsing