I’m scared and I’m sad, but I want to live sober

I’m sober now and have been for about 24 hours. I’ve used alcohol as a cover up for my pain and I want to be done with drinking like that. I don’t know if I should go to rehab but I don’t want alcohol to control me anymore. I don’t think I need detox but I do need help. I plan to call my doctor in the morning to see what to do because I don’t know. I plan on trying to attend meetings too maybe. I just want to get that out there. I don’t know what the future will bring but I can’t keep drinking and putting myself into danger either. I am wanting to be done with that life.