I (F21) am hurting so bad right now because of my boyfriend (26m)

I don’t know what to do right now. My whole heart feels like it’s breaking. My boyfriend stood me up tonight. He said he would come see me and never even did and didn’t even text me he wasn’t coming and went to his friends house instead. I called him pretty furious and he couldn’t even apologize. He turned the whole thing on me and told me that he doesn’t think I’m his forever. I don’t know what to do I’m hurting so bad right now. My whole world feels like it’s falling apart. We’ve been together for two years and this man is all I have. I wake up thinking about him and miss him all the time. I want to see him every day and I’ve never loved someone the way I love him. I can’t be without him I can’t do this I can’t believe this is happening right now. I feel like throwing up. I’m shaking so much I didn’t even do anything wrong… his friends are horrible and tell him to break up with me too and try to involve themselves in our relationship. I feel so broken right now. I just want a hug I just want to feel loved. All I wanted was to see my boyfriend tonight. We didnt even for sure break up but it almost feels like we did.

TL:DR - my boyfriend stood me up and told me he doesn’t think I’m his forever and won’t even apologize. Instead he went to a friends house and broke my heart.