i want to hear your opinion

So i am 28y male, i love women and enjoy with them. My fantasy for long time is older passive, to talk with him, hug kiss, he empty my balls etc etc. But i never be with one, i start to chat with one, and we chat for a months, he want to meet me. He is divorced, alone, dicscreet, have a place, 55y old. But, i am shy because i dont know how this will be. He start to become angry, i am not sure what to do because i am not sure will i like it and basically thats it. I want to hear your opinion.