Fundoaplicultura destroyed my life

I can't stand the pain anymore and that's why I'm thinking about ending my life.

I'm 22 years old, despite being very young, my health is terrible. Last year I had fundus surgery for gastroesophageal reflux and the result of that surgery was that I came back much worse than I was. Before the surgery I only felt heartburn and a little regurgitation and now I have severe dysphagia, a lot of pain when swallowing, when I swallow my neck and abdomen make loud noises, there isn't a night that I can sleep because of so much pain, the level of pain is so strong that not even fabric can take away the pain and I also have regurgitation due to dysphagia.

Doctors never know what to do in my case, as they are super confusing and no medication improves my problem, due to my age the problem tends to get worse as I get older and honestly I can't take it anymore, I can't do anything right in my daily life because of this pain and that's why I believe that the only way out of my problem is to take my own life.

It's now 4:15 in the morning and at this exact moment I'm awake because I'm in a lot of pain and I can't sleep even though I've taken dipyrone and done it.