Twiztid

I am probably your biggest fan. I mean top listener for like 10 years no joke. Dont get me wrong I like other artist as well, but nothing compares them. Thier music has been there for me for most of my life and I am 40 so that a long fucking time. Started because my older brother was a hard core juggalo and I started listen ing so he would think I was cool. My brother was one of the most important people in my life. He is dead now, his headstone engraved with the 17. That was when I was in highschool. I met my husband because of twiztid there wasnt to many other people in my town who rep for the fam and when we met it was becasue of our love of twiztid music. He probably bought me every piece of majik ninkja gear they had we always had matching ninja gear that how people knew us. Anyways when we married Twiztid music played at our wedding. I have never been more happy, then he died tragically out of the blue. Never said goodbye, I was there when he took his last breath, they left that decision up to me. My world shattered and I was fucked up I almost couldnt survive. Twiztid was there though they knew what I needced to hear. Strange how the album Revalation droped the day he died. The night I almost followed him was fucked In the middle of the madness of my brakdown my tv pops on and what the fuck song came on. Seperate came on and for some reason that song stoped me in my tracks. I was floored. The words I felt as if they came straihght from my husband a message from beyond so to speak. I dont expect anyone to understansd and dont care what anyone thinks. That song somehow saved me. Since then they have put out songs that I so deeply resonate with. I find joy, pain healing and so much more from some of the lyric and they really have become a major part of my life. I listen to them everyday I pick apart the lyrics and I swear I know exactly the emotions behind each and every word. I feel what they felt when thiose word hit the paper. I get some may think I am crazy for saying this but to those who have anything negative to comment I say I dont give two fucks. I cryed like a baby when I met them, i never knew why but I figured it out. It was joy relief and sadness all rolled into one. When i seen them every emotions that I have held in came crashing out of me My sould knew I was in the presence of people who got me who have been through my joys and sorrows with me. I felt so at home. Anyways I am really missing my hubby and brother tonight it was hard losing them so close together and so unexpected for both. Thank you to whoever reads this. If you have any negative things to say well you can fuck the fuck off for real. I owe my life to these guys and will forever be their biggest fan.

A MAJIK NINJA LADY