A Love That Was Never Mine

You will always be my first love, But never my true love.
Your first love will forever hold your heart,
And mine will never find its way inside.

I wish I had the chance to love you,
To call you mine,
But you were never meant to be.

My heart aches to hear your voice,
To feel your arms wrap around me one last time.
To hold you closer—just once more.

I wish I could see you,
Ask how your day was,
Feel your heartbeat echo against mine.

I once promised you—
From the series you love:
"She is your first love, I intend to be your last, however long it takes."

But I know now—I am breaking that promise.
I have to let you go.

Is this love, or just a dream?
I may never know.
But I do know this—I miss you.
More than you will ever miss me.