Giving up.

I’ve been certified since december of 2024 and i’m struggling so bad trying to find a job.

I just came on hear to vent because i know there is people in the group understands the pain i’m going through. I’ve done EVERYTHING, like spicing up my resumes, calling and emailing companies, did an externship, ask for letters for recommendations, anything else i’m forgetting to add just know i’ve done it. i’m so sick and tired of seeing the rejection emails and being ghosted. I only had 2 INTERVIEWS.. ONLY 2 and i’ve been applying for jobs since DECEMBER. Quest hired me, the hiring manager told me i got the job on the spot and was telling abt the paperwork i have to fill and out etc, couple days after i get a call from a some lady at quest asking me if i can work 8am-5pm (i applied for a part time position but beggars can’t be choosers) i told her yes. then she asked me do i speak spanish and i told her no, you can feel her energy change through the phone - 2 weeks later i got a email saying they find another candidate to go with. i’m getting so sick of hearing that. my family doesn’t understand how hard it is to get a job as a phlebotomist bc we are being phased out and i’m not trying my “hardest”. i wish i can back in time and not even done the classes to get my certification, im thinking of going back to school to become a MA. I feel like such a failure. i feel like i’m doing everything wrong. seeing my classmates getting jobs at places i applied at. seeing people on here and tiktoks get jobs (yes i am jealous, but i’m every proud of everyone) i’m just so done.

Sorry for terrible grammar, it’s 3 am and i’m in my feelings 😭☠️