I love my BF and want to make all fantasies come true

I love my boyfriend and want to make him happy and all his fantasies come true. I am a little embarrassed because I’m of color and he’s white so I’m embarrassed of how I look down there he’s never been with a person of color and I think it looks ugly. So i’m afraid to have sex with the lights on. I love him and want to have a 3some with a him to make him happy he deserves two women worshipping him. but he says in a relationship is hard for him to have a 3some because he loves me. any advice ?