Seizures at 32

Hello guys

I have had 3 seizures (i think) the first time in december i fell down a flight of stairs, the second was a tonic clonic in february and another a couple of weeks ago that i think was a focal seizure a couple of weeks ago.

Im 32f and each of these incidents happened 1-2 days before my period. Ive been referred to the first fit clinic, however its a 9 month wait in my area.

Im really struggling with knowing that im likely to have another when im next due on. My gp has been crap and wont let me try any contreceptives that will reduce the drop in progesterone.

Has anyone been in a similar situation?

I cant believe this is actually my life now 😭

Thank you