Female Friend

I (14 M) came back from a Washington D.C trip that my school held 2 days ago and I've really been thinking about this. I went with 2 of my friends and I became friends with a girl (14 F) on the trip on the last 2 days and it was fucking horrible not because of her it was because I couldn't spend more time with her. I have a beautiful girlfriend from school but I have a special feeling about that girl that I can't explain. It's like if I was single I would get with her kinda thing iykwim. I wouldn't break up with my gf for literally anything but it's like I have a crush on her and I want to get with her. It almost feels like trying to climb a wall but you don't have any arms, Like a barrier between me and her and my girlfriend. The car ride was honestly one of the worst feelings I have ever felt because I would miss her so much and I was listening to Mac damarco "for the first time" and he said "It's just like seeing her for the first time, again" and I started fucking bawling in the car seat because of how relatable that was to me.

Would this be considered cheating or something related to that? Thanks for Reading.