I don’t know why?

I don’t know why exactly but I hate “civilization” I hate being around people and hate being near people. I’m dropping out of school this year because I hate people. I hate what people call the “civilized world” I hate hearing planes and helicopters pass over me and cars and motorcycles farting their way through the streets. I even hate seeing houses and neighborhoods and even my neighbors houses. All I see around me is negativity, I feel negativity. I have told people how I feel and many tell me it’s a unrealistic view and lifestyle of the world. They tell me I need a lot of money in order to live that way. I’m not sure through, in general with life. All I need and want is a remote place with no cars, no planes, no roads. Surrounded by mountains, trees, wildlife, rivers, creeks and lakes. Away from all human society. Many have called me a loner, yet I hate the feeling of loneliness but love being alone, I don’t know exactly how to feel/cope with a lot of the problems of the modern “civilized world”. I just feel quite alone I would say, and emptiness, not sure why.