So She is damn desirable , I didn't know that , I feel .... I don't know I feel bad about myself now

There was a girl I didn’t find attractive ,she's proposed by one of the most desirable guy I know , I never realized she would attract so much attention from desirable men , I feel sad now , I think I was jealous of her and my mind totally cancelled her , witnessing your own ugly self creating fake stories to just feel superior , i am trembled seeing my own negativity