What if...

I am 80+ days in and the longer I go, the more I am convinced that retention is actually the natural state and everything else is an aberration of that state. Hear me out..

What if all the benefits we experience are just a return to our natural state? The shift in awareness, the magnetism, intuitive faculties coming more online, amplification of cognitive capacity and ability, physical strength, increased auric field, increased sense perception, depth, richness, vibrancy to self and consequently life.

Anyone who spends time retaining will inevitably experience some or perhaps all of these things. We can't help but be amazed at them once experienced. At least I can't help it because the contrast is so striking that it defies belief at times. Challenging long held belief and conditioning. Conditioning for what and by whom?

The Matrix was prescient because its exactly how things are. We are not meant to be slaves to our impulses. We are meant to elevate above them thereby reclaiming our natural state. The super powers are who we really are. The weak, feeble minded, sickness addled, addicted, weak sense sense of self, personal magnetism, personal power, brain fog, anxiety, depression, disconnection from higher self, disconnection from intuition, disconnection from self, spirit and each other. THAT is the aberration. That is the cost of our transgressions.

Something or someone wants to keep us sick and disconnected. That's why society is structured the way it is to distract and keep us engaged with things we aught not to engage with. But we always have a choice. Every moment of every day of consciousness which is a gift. Stay sick or use the very things that are supposed to be the very implements of our destruction to elevate. By saying no more. No one said it was, going to be easy. No one said it was, supposed to be. You are a diamond being refined. The struggle is that refinement in action. That's the inner alchemy manifest.

You are warriors. Each in your own way. I know this because you wouldn't have found the path or the path wouldn't have found you otherwise.

Stay blessed.