How do you avoid the urge to want to knock down successful people

We all know the feeling. Someone is shown to be successful when they enter the story of your life. They just are. At this point in time what happened to get them there here in the past DOESNT MATTER

You live in the now and you feel too far down the totem pole of status in communities of your desires for top tier status

How do you resist the urge to be mad at them for succeeding when you havent? How do you befriend them so maybe they can help?

Am I looking at this the wrong way? How do I shift my mindset before it forces me to hurt me or someone else withoyt my control because demonic control oft is.

Help!?! Am Idoomed?