Self isolating, with no hobbies

Hello peoples,

So I've been lurking in this sub for a while. I never interacted with the peoples here, or make a post myself, I don't really know why.

I just, need to get it off my chest, to write about my life somewhere.

I'm a 27f, I still live with my parents (a thing I am deeply ashamed off). I have a job, kinda shitty (customer service).

And that's it I think. I have no hobbies, I do not do anything with my life. I wake up, prepare to work, go through work, go home, scroll on my phone, and sleep.

I used to have passions, like reading, gaming, or writing.

But I don't do those anymore, it's been years, and I don't really know why.

I'm just, existing, drifting through existence, I feel like a fruit who is slowly rotting on the inside.

I tend to binge on food at night also. It make me feel less empty. Althought it's making me gain weight. But I can't stop myself. I feel really sorry for my parents and family.

All off that is really dramatic I'm sorry, I guess I'm just looking for peoples acknowledging what I'm going through ? I don't even know if I'm going through something, this is just life for me I think. Thank you for reading.

Ps : I'm french so apologies if my english isnt the best, I don't know if I made mistakes.