The weirdest crush related type thing ever happened to me about an hour ago.

So basically back in high school there was a girl who was nice to me and seemed pretty normal in a school full of scummy toxic humans, irritating pebbles in your shoe, or straight up mega geeks who probably went to anime and furry conventions for fun, just to put it into perspective.

Well long story short I completely forgot this girl existed until about an hour ago and flipping through my old yearbook from junior year unlocked the memory of her in my brain. So here’s my point, she was SO cute back in high school but I was to immature with liking girls so somehow she must’ve been the wild card on my list of crushes in my head that I buried my feelings of attraction SO deep for her that I essentially, accidentally gaslit myself into thinking she wasn’t attractive at all.

Tldr: I found a picture of a cute girl from high school I forgot about, and the unlocked memory stirred up a huge wave of deeply deeply buried crush feelings in me like I’ve never felt before even though now days I openly admit to myself and other people I like girls so I just wasn’t expecting that I liked that specific one at one point! 🤦‍♂️