Existing

I am so angry. I am radiating negative and severely livid energy. If I could see my aura, it would be in flames because all I feel is dissociation, anger, and heavy depression. Sometimes I feel like I don't actually exist. My mind is a swamp and I'm tired of wading through this mucky water. Am I broken? Or am I shattered to pieces that no one person can gather into the finished puzzle I once was? Will I ever feel okay again? Will I ever be me again? I just want to feel better