Hard mode or should i still orgasm by myself/with a partner

I’ve been struggling with a very severe case of PIED developed over 6-7 years where i would edge for hours orgasm like 5 times a day and couldn’t even get hard to porn anymore by the end of it. I noticed that it was easier to orgasm lying on my back but trying to have sex/jerk off standing was nearly impossible. Should i try teach myself to get hard standing up or should i wait to meet a girl before i start orgasming again. For context on day 141 rn and still feel like PIED is lurking.