I'm dying for being part of a group in my university and on weekends or holidays my rummination and overthinking often goes wild.

So, I've been taking classes with the same group of people for a year and a half but this particular semester something I wasn't expected happened: the leader of the whole group, the most popular girl started to talk to me. Let's call her "Anne". And it felt wonderful. She's always around other people of "her" group, especially there's a guy I also feel awesome with. The three of us share the same humour and I see a lot of common in how we are... though we do have quite different likings and interests.

The point is since April I've been getting closer to her. She's also with two other girls with whom she's way closer than others and shares much more stuff. With those two girls I haven't interaected much but with "Anne" and the other guy I did. Mostly studying stuff mixed with a tiny comment about more personal things but so far they are still a closed group with me outside. They talk among them with a certain tone I can hear it changes when talking to me.

It'd be magical to feel part of them, and I did feel that way sometimes, but just one or two days, the next one I'm "outside" again. And though I did tell "Anne" that I'm down for grabbing lunch together after classes or some quiet plans like that (I wrote her via Wpp some weeks ago) nothing happened. In classes, they sit basically in a row and talk together, not including me, and at the same time IDK if I should "jump" into their conversations.

I often find myself on weekends and holidays about what shall I do on Tuesday (the first day we have classes) and how should I behave or what I could do. Or also, what I should have said here and there, just for Tuesdays to do nothing, or, to be precise, simply follow what they do. If Anne happens to talk to me I join her and calmly talk with her too. I also have, like, "interrupted" their talks to join them and it did feel magical, but that's it, they leave the classroom together and, again, we never met outside of classes (though I inist, they like to do things like going to clubs or stuff like that I'm not interested in)

Either way, it's a lot of text (sorry XD) and I could have written ten pages more I think with more details XD

Any tip will be welcomed. Thanks! :)