I need assistance please. Anything can save a life.

I have searched and found this place, and I am looking for help here to get someone to talk to to help me end this kind of life. I am from Uganda, and I am 21 and orphan taking of siblings 5 in number and the eldest is 12, we lost our father whom we had only. And as well I am serving God. But I am seeking for help. For it is better to reach out than to keep quiet and die alone. Because the Lord blesses those who move. He moves on your move. https://gofund.me/484ed19a