I Think I've Decided

After much deliberation I think I've decided on a method that has to work. I'm sure it will hurt but it has to work. I've lost the battle with my mental health. I've lost the battle in thinking anyone cares. They do not. It's over. I tried. I tried very hard. But in the end, I've spent my entire life trying to help everyone else and not hurt anyone even if that meant getting hurt myself. Now it's time for me to do something where I am in control. One thing. One final thing where I get to decide something. And in the end that's all I will have. No one will miss me. No one will come to my funeral. No one will visit my grave. And if anyone ever does remember me, it will just be in passing. I am and will always be nothing more than a footnote on people's lives.