Is my life finished?

Hello, this is the first time I'm reaching out with a request like this. I've never had the courage to do it before, but now that I've hit rock bottom, I feel like I have nothing left to fear. Until about a year ago, my life seemed normal on the surface but now I know what it means to lose everything. I'm turning to kind-hearted people (as I've seen in this community) in the hope that someone can understand what I'm going through. Today, June 14th, I find myself unable to buy food. I have nothing at home and no financial support. I'm 30 years old, my family has completely cut me off, I lost my job due to staff cuts, and I no longer have a partner by my side because I couldn't even offer her a meal, I've been stripped of everything. For over three months I've been living in this situation, unable to recover. And now, without food, I feel paralyzed........:( I feel broken inside. I have no one to support me. No food. I feel like every part of who I am has been violated, and I no longer feel like I belong anywhere. My trust in humanity has been shaken. And yet, here I am asking for help, even after being abandoned by everyone, even the people I loved most, who left me to starve.I just need to get back on my feet to eat, to feel human again.

My paypal is: @Gmodic8 I want to try trusting again.