Could someone people help figure out my PY type

I'm seriously about to go insane please someone help.

Will: I am ambitious and goal-oriented. I know what I want in life and who I want to become. I have an "ideal" and "perfect" image of myself (that i envision myself becoming in the future) that I constantly try to achieve. For clarity, this "image" is how I see myself in the future, not right now. Sometimes I am insecure or worried that I will not be able to achieve this perfect image of myself but like I said I constantly try to. Also, I wound't exactly say that the image of myself I present to the world is necessarily "fake" but I do make up things about myself to make myself both, feel better and make others think of me higher. I also seek recognition and acknowledgment and I want to be known in society. I also( kinda) divide the world between intelligent, effective, successful, powerful, strong, famous... and the others: the stupid, the slow, heavy, unsuccessful, complaining, weak, simple; placing myself, obviously, among the first. I HATE being seen as weak, stupid, or useless. In terms of leadership and authority, I would say that I am not the type to lead people. I could, but I'd rather not. I am not fully submissive though and will do things my own way if I disagree with authority figure. But generally, I am okay with being lead ONLY if the leader figure is worthy of trust and has proven themselves to be worthy to lead. Otherwise, no. I also will not let anyone manipulate or influence me easily.

Logic: I am a very curious person. I want to know everything about everything. I care about both, getting to the "truth" AND the process of getting to the "truth". I like conversation and debate. I form opinions pretty easily and pretty fast and my options change just as easy and just as fast. On the topics that I am educated enough on I YAP YAP. On the topics that I am not educated enough on I listen and explore. I also have a tendency to "teach" others if they are not educated on something and I enjoy "teaching" and arguing. I would also call myself an intellectual narcissist and I fear to be perceived as "stupid".

Physics: In terms of my appearance, I am very insecure about my appearance and my looks. It has to be perfect. If I don't look beautiful then there's no point in going out or even existing. This kinda goes with what I said in the will section where I talk about that "I have an "ideal" and "perfect" image of myself (that i envision myself becoming in the future) that I constantly try to achieve." This goes for both social status wise and appearance/looks wise. Also, I am can be extremely lazy lol. To the point where I literally can not get ANYTHING done if I don't "feel like it". I am also germaphobic lol and like everything to be clean and washed. I am very sensitive to my body and will go to the doctor for like the smallest things (just to be sure). I also NEED my environment where I live to be comfortable. It is very hard for me to adapt to live somewhere where I don't feel comfy.

Emotion: I am not very open about my emotions at all. I will not cry or express any extreme emotions in public. I actually have no idea about myself in terms of emotions internally. I have no idea what I feel. But externally I hate showing off anything emotional. I am also very awkward with emotions and If someone starts crying in front of me I have zero idea what to do and just awkwardly stand there -- a hug is probably the most I can do. I wouldn't really describe myself as "cold" or "robotic" though but rather "chameleon-like". I get out of social situations easily. I know how to talk to people, I know how to make people trust me, and I know how to influence people. I also manipulate social situations easily. If i am really really motivated in something, than I am driven by hate, jealousy, and competition. Wanting to “prove” something. I have avoidant attachment issues. In a relationship, i crave connection but not commitment.

Here is also my kinnie list if that's helpful (NOT in order):

• Fantastic Mister Fox (Fantastic Mister Fox)
• Chishiya (Alice in Borderland)
• Sangwoo (Squid Game)
• Beth Harmon (Queen’s Gambit)
• Varys (Game of Thrones)
• Alexander Hamilton (Hamilton) 
• Kang See-byeok (Squid Game)
• Andrew Neiman (Whiplash)
• Kaworu (Evangelion)
• Light Yagami (Death Note)
• Robbin Buckley (Strager Things)
• Christina Yang (Grey’s Anatomy)
• Hange Zoe (AOT)
• Bojack (Boajck Horsemen)
• Asuka (Evangelion)
• Fleabag (Fleabag)