i wanna go home

i miss my brother. his mom has a new husband and he's okay but i dont know him super well and they have a daughter but my brother doesnt remember our dad and my dad doesnt know about the baby or the husband and he wont talk to anyone but me and i dont know if im supposed to tell him or not. my (ex?)stepmom married her new guy like 3 years ago i think and the baby turns 2 in september, right around the time my brother turns 7. i hate that im missing him grow up. dad hasnt talked to him since he was 3 or 4 and i dont think my stepmom will let him talk to my brother. i miss the way things were before everything changed because now i live an hour away and i have new friends and theyre awesome but it isnt the same and usually i dont care but now i want my old friends back and i want my dad back and i want my stepmom to help me wash my hair again and as soon as i get my license im going home and im probably gonna get an apartment there when i graduate