Sucks to feel hopeless

This week has been a shitty one for me. I got rejected by a few jobs, ghosted by a woman and friends flaked on plans.

It almost feels like I’m doing something wrong and it sucks I feel like I have no one to talk to. It’s saddening and it makes me feel like isolating myself further.

I drank last night for the first time in a while and well I got so lost in my feels and I went to a very dark place.

I recently went through a breakup and definitely don’t feel fully healed not even sure why I’m trying to date. I feel lonely and miss having someone is all.