Poor as a kid with drug lord father turned into top 10 university student turned engineer, content creator, and g4y pornstar AMA

I think the title sums it up well. Basically grew up poor in a mixed ethnic household. Arab and Latino. As a kid my parents were pretty poor my dad always cheated and spent his money on other women. Was never popular, was never attractive (not many beauty standards for my background at the time), never had the nicest clothes, never had the best grades, and I was constantly the one who was picked on in school.

Then things started to rapidly decline. Dad knocked up a woman and my mom ended things. She started drinking after being sober for 10 years. Dad had two kids with that woman and ended up starting a large scale operation of selling meth in the tristate area (stopped seeing my dad as much around this time). Slowly started to see him decline and it was heartbreaking to watch as a 13 year old. But I had my own issues my mom lost both her jobs and got addicted to prescription meds, she would tell her doctors to rip out her teeth from tooth pain to get more subscriptions. All while this was happening my siblings were too old to be there for me yet too young at the same time. I was figuring out my sexuality alone, won my dinners at the Taco Bell spinning game with a 1 dollar and change, was constantly bullied and I finally said enough.

I entered high school ready to pay and attention and get good grades (it was the only thing I had control of in my life at the time…everything was falling apart). And I did get good grades phenomenal in fact 97 just to pay attention, I played 2 sports and even threatened my school with a lawsuit to start a Gay Straight Alliance club—they originally said no and I was refusing that response lol.

When applying to colleges I decided to move to nyc and got into one of the best universities in the world (was very very shocking) almost a full ride. At this time I visited my dad in jail and my mom started kicking her addictions and maintained a more stable job (we really grew up together). Got into school for engineering almost failed out but picked myself up again and got involved in school orgs meeting with deans and other large influential figures as a school president. I am charismatic for an engineer and it’s been paying off significantly in my life.

Skip to graduation I’m an engineer with a full time offer making 180k a year 7x what my mom raised 3 kids in. I also found love with someone who was famous (17 million followers) with religious guilt and was in the closet. It was a horrible relationship that ripped up all the feeling of neglect in my childhood, but he did teach me how to make content. Basically he made me move home and found my way back to nyc not long after making art content.

Doing this I’ve amassed over 400k followers on all my platforms and has been extremely successful in doing so. During this time my job was discriminating against me and retaliating in a hostile work environment and I additionally got hit by a car. Crazy shit recovering from my toxic relationship. Also the brain damage kinda unlocked something in my brain I felt like this sexual exploration that I’ve had to pack down my whole life was desperately trying to claw its way out. I definitely had a brat summer and there weren’t many days where I didn’t have someone in my bed 😂

At this point my job hasn’t given me raises, my content is stalling, and I decided to do gay porn. All behind a paywall of course and it has been pretty fruitful. A complete 180 from my childhood it feels as though I can do whatever I want at this point, I’ve worked out enough, created routines, did the work to be intelligent, be the standard for my ethnic identity, and absolutely destroy making content that people enjoy to watch. Throughout everything I’m now excited to move on and make a bigger name for myself. I want to tell my story, I want to have an art gallery, and I wanna be sexy all while doing it. I’m 24 years old and this has been just the tip of the iceberg of my life so far. Ask me literally anything.