I am sick that every time something goes my way, I talk about it and it goes South

I don’t know if it’s just me being selfish thinking that the world conspires against me or just envy from people making it go wrong or whatever explanation you want to give it, but I’m just tired. I see myself as a talkative/friendly person so I tend to talk more than I should, I would say I overshare quite a bit and I’ve started to get mad at myself for that.

I start talking with a girl, tell some friends, next day I’m ghosted, unfollowed or even blocked

Go search for a job, land an interview, tell my friends, employer picks someone else

Have many more countless things that I’ve talked about and then came out with the short end of the stick

Feel like everything can’t just go my way The thing is that I can’t believe that it happens every time.