First time cucked

For a little background, my boyfriend (mid 30s) and I (mid 20s) have been in a monogamous relationship for about a year. When we first met, I had mentioned being into cuck play, but never really went anywhere with it from there. However, before we were committed, he would leave his used condoms out in plain sight when I’d come over for dates.

He is currently out of town visiting family and I checked out sniffies and found his profile right where his location said he was. At first I was initially nervous, but I have been wanting to get cucked for a long time and after the nerves settled, I was instantly fine and horny. Now that I’ve processed it, I’m proud of him for having fun and getting the time with other boys that he needs.

I’m hoping now that I know he’s wanting to fuck other guys that it’ll be easier for me to approach proceeding with more cucking.