Am I moving on ??
Sorry this is a long story but this is kinda a back story
So basically for the past 3 years my ex and I have been on and off but for the past 6 months we’ve been really stable but still toxic (ish). Last summer I was head over heels for him and would’ve done anything to stay with him (I did some crazy stuff last summer to make him talk to me) and I feel like my mind completely shifted. He treated me really badly, call me names when he got pissed off at me, would go days without talking to me, chose his friends over me everytime.
Last summer when we were “off” we met up to hook up and after he didn’t talk to me much he just dropped me home (he was like my close friend since I was 13) I cried so much when I got home and it completely broke me because I felt so used (even tho i said yes to meeting up) but I never expected him to just finish and go home like wtf ?
Anyway fast forward to now, he broke up with and said he can’t get over “the person I use to be” and that I hurt him a lot before (long story short I wasn’t a good gf but I was young and when I realised I changed) when he was breaking up with me “he said it’s not me it’s him and that I’m the best girlfriend anyone can have and I deserve so much better than him)
Anyway we met up to hook up a few days ago and again he did it, he dropped me home right after he finished. Yes he was more nicer but still it was a joke, but this is the funny thing, I didn’t care, I don’t care about him and how he treats me anymore. I still care about who he’s out with and if he’s talking to any girls etc etc
Does this mean I’m moving on?
Posted Jun 15, 2025, 2:55 AM UTC