I hate my mom

I hate my mom so much. At every point in my life she has stood in my way. She isn’t someone I love anymore. She’s an obstacle. I don’t want to spend time with her anymore. I will not take care of her when she needs help. I am content with her rotting away when she’s old. I don’t have any positive feelings about her anymore. Every fucking aspect of my life is in stasis because of her. Her stupid decisions and behavior have impacted me.