my room is a biohazard, its so bad its not ok and i dont know what to do

i really need help and i literally don't know what to do. there's 50+ urine bottles, that have been sitting for over 2 months, i keep spilling them all over the floor aswell. my room is covered wall to wall in urine and soaked paper towels, blood, small amounts of fecal matter, there's so much mold in all of the bottles. i can't clean it no matter what i do. i literally just can't. i don't understand what's wrong with me. i have headaches, my throat hurts. i can't go to the hospital, i haven't showered in 8 months, my scalp is so uncomfortable and covered in millimeters of dandruff. i think im not gonna make it lol. i cant get out of here. i am so overwhelmed. besties its not ok. bro i need help and theres no belp except mental health acting me, i can't do it again. im only 25. i'm young and pretty and i'm so deliriously unwell i can't function